Saturday, June 03, 2000

Duh.

posted by Lisa 6/03/2000 10:01:00 PM | link it |

Thursday, June 01, 2000

The sky was black when I left the office and it was lightning in the west. I am soooo scared of thunderstorms but I had to remain calm for Christopher. After much flash and bang, the storm passed and now the sun is coming out. For some reason I feel compelled to just go drive around for an hour or two. Gas is so damn high right now though and I have to learn to conserve my funds. Oh, what the hell... I'm gonna just do it anyway! I survived another storm.. this time on my own... so I deserve a celebratory drive around the lake.

posted by Lisa 6/01/2000 06:59:00 PM | link it |

Is DSL worth the hassle? Yep.

posted by Lisa 6/01/2000 09:01:00 AM | link it |

Monday, May 29, 2000

I have felt like crap about 75% of the time over the last couple of months. Stress!!! Trying to work, raise a child, and run a household leaves me little if any time for myself. I don't eat right and sure don't sleep enough. My best guy friend is constantly on my ass about not taking good care of myself. To save him from further distress, I got some vitamins and took one. Dang those things are HUGE!! Did you hear that Todd?? I'm taking Vitamin B!!! Now go bother someone else :)

posted by Lisa 5/29/2000 06:30:00 PM | link it |

Sunday, May 28, 2000

Did the cemetery thing yesterday and today. The Avenue of Flags is very beautiful although they couldn't put the crosses with the veteran's names into the ground because of the drought. Got quite a shock yesterday when I went to decorate my dad's grave. My brother and I ordered the stone several weeks ago but it wasn't set yet. We'd ask for it to be in place by this weekend but it hadn't been delivered as of Monday. I go plodding down over the hill to place the flowers and there's the stone. Normally there was just a little metal marker with his name on it. Small enough to totally overlook if a person chose to. I always chose not to look because seeing his name with the dates would make it too final. Well there was no overlooking the stone. It is just as beautiful as I had imagined it would be but the shock of seeing it there was more than I could take for a minute or two. I just sat down on the ground and cried. I cried a lot at the funeral but I think that was more just a reaction to everyone else's tears. Yesterday's cry was just for me and my dad. I miss him.

posted by Lisa 5/28/2000 06:22:00 PM | link it |